26 November 2009

Thanksgiving.

So, this is my obligatory Thanksgiving post... HAPPY THANKSGIVING Y'ALL!

Okay, that's out of the way now. I've been decidedly "Bah Humbug" about all of the holidays and pre-holiday cheer. Not that I'm not thankful for my family, my amazing friends, the awesome support you've all given me, for Swiss, for our health, for life -all in all- being pretty great. But also, I'm tired. I am tired and weary and so very blase about all of it... this deployment, missing Swiss, doing the holiday thing "alone". I think I was pretty naive about the holidays going into this deployment. Nope, check that, I know I was. Somewhere along the line I think I figured that since we would be so, so close to the end of the deployment by the time the holidays rolled around I'd be fine with it.

News flash: I'm not.

I don't mean to be all Debbie Downer about it all because I do have a lot to be thankful for and I do have a great family that is doing its best to keep me entertained and cheerful during this last chunk of the deployment. Its just that, somehow, being so close to the end has magnified the suck of being away from Swiss this holiday season. Oh well. Can't change it, right? And next year will be better. And we are almost done with this. And, after all, at least I have someone as amazing as Swiss to miss during this time. How was that for a pep talk?

Anyway, after all that mopey drivel... I really, truly want to say a heartfelt THANK YOU to each and every one of you, dear readers. You've brought kindness, wisdom, humor, support, and new friendships to my life this past year plus and I am SO grateful for all of you. So go enjoy this holiday season with the ones you love, and if you are in the same boat as me... know that next year will be better! Promise!

So have a stellar Thanksgiving... eat a lot, watch TV, and laugh til you can't anymore. And Thank You!

Love,
Tucker

5 comments:

Brittany said...

i heart you, woman. You're right -- it sucks being without your loved ones during the holidays. But you're also right in that next year will be so much better. So chalk this year up to a loss and start preparing for next year. But try to enjoy it A LITTLE! :) There is still lots of yummy food, and you still have a lot of things to be thankful for!!

Love you!

liberal army wife said...

next year... next year... I'm trying really really hard to think about it, but honestly - I don't want to be happy, cheerful and keep a stiff upper lip.

so there, I'm a Bad Milspouse...

LAW

Tucker said...

Oh LAW... if you are a bad MilSpouse... I don't want to know what I am! I say to hell with the stiff upper lip and screw that happy stuff. I'll be happy when the hubs is home and that is good enough for me! I'm with you Sister!

Meghan said...

Totally with you two! Next year will be great, but this year sucks for holidays! blah!!

loquita said...

**hugs**